Drool.

Double drool.

Caught my attention.

And although I don't like sharing so much about myself... and I feel like it'll take me forever... I'm excited to start. 


T O M O R R O W.


Day 01 – Introduce yourself with pictures and words
Day 02 – Your first love

Day 03 – Your parents

Day 04 – What you ate today 

Day 05 – Your definition of love

Day 06 – Your day
Day 07 – Your best friend

Day 08 – A moment

Day 09 – Your beliefs
Day 10 – What you wore today 

Day 11 – Your siblings

Day 12 – What’s in your bag

Day 13 – This week
Day 14 – What you wore today
Day 15 – Your dreams
Day 16 – Your first kiss
Day 17 – Your favorite memory

Day 18 – Your favorite birthday
Day 19 – Something you regret

Day 20 – This month

Day 21 – Another moment

Day 22 – Something that upsets you
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better

Day 24 – Something that makes you cry
Day 25 – A first 
Day 26 – Your fears
Day 27 – Your favorite place

Day 28 – Something that you miss

Day 29 – Your aspirations

Day 30 – One last moment

My Rock. ♥

I love you.

How can I stand here and not be amazed by you.

I feel like I've definitely grown spiritually over this past year. I've never been through so many obstacles in my entire life than last year. I've seen God's hand so many times. I've felt His presence so much. It's been quite an experience learning to love God with all I've got. 


But i feel like I'm losing my fire. Like that burning passion I had for Him just a few months ago is disappearing.
I feel like everything I worked hard  for and all the people I've met along the way are slipping away.
I feel ice cold. 
I want to serve the Lord. I do with all my heart. But everything lately seems to be knocking me down. 
I'm scared to talk to people about Jesus and what He did for all of us. I'm scared they'll laugh at me or just ignore me. 
I'm tired of serving Him part time. 
I'm tired of feeling like I'm a hypocrite because I act different with my friends and at church. 


I know God has a great calling for me. But I'm not prepared yet. I don't want to waste my entire life with one foot in church and the other foot in the world. I want to be sure and secure and I want to know that I have a God that can heal the sick liberate people show us signs and wonders and that He is still alive and with us. I want to have that conviction of what is good and wrong i want to know that if I fail. It doesn't matter. That I can just get back up and try again. And that I can depend on His undying love and mercy.  And I want to have that burning passion for God like my parents do. 
I am SO grateful for my parents for leading me and not letting me stray away. I knew one day I'd thank them for being so strict. 

Oh Hey,

Just wanted to brag about who's doing my Senior pictures.
<a>http://acupofm.blogspot.com/</a>
Be jealous 'cause she's amazing.

Leave all your loving your longing behind you can't carry it with you if you want to survive.

7.

I hate how obnoxiously fake we can be sometimes.
We all do it that's the sad part.

I hate zebra print clothes.

Today was stressful.
On the bright side... I only have one more packet left. Will I get it done by March 31st?
Let's hope so.
Funniest thing I heard today
"Is he going to where a dress?"
Get it Fiamma!
I finally get to see my best friends on Thursday.
I miss 'em oh so much. We have a lot to catch up on.

I miss you Andre

&Jeska! ♥

Another thing I hate... when people where sunglasses indoors. Irritating. 
Oh and when ______'s dad flips me off. REAL classy sir!




(______) -name of girl who shall not be mentioned.

Hate.

There's no point to it anymore.
It just wears me out.
Truce?

Good Morning.

There's a melody.
A sweet sound melody.  It plays and plays.  And it never goes away.
There's a girl.  She's vulnerable.  She shys away never bringing her true face out.
She hides it.  Puts on a mask and faces the world.
She has dreams.  Wider than the sea and higher than the sky. 
They push her down.
Count her out.
Leave her with nothing.
She struggles back up.
Last step... she's almost there.
A blow from the side... a stab in the back.
She's back down again.
She digs for the courage she knows is there.
She searches.
Deep down.
It's there.
She knows it's there.
Grab it.
Pull yourself up.
Inhale... exhale.
It will all be better in the morning.

Comfort Zone.

I feel waaaay out of it. Maybe it'll be good for me. 

I hope I get the hang out this soon. 

1.

My first post. :D
So, I've been wanting to join the blogging world for a while now. I figured eh.. why not just start?
So I did... and here I am. 
To start off I guess I'll tell you something about me.
I was born in Monterey, California.(official city.)
Moved to Montebello,California when I was a teeny tiny baby. 
& grew up in Huntington Park. 
Moved to Utah when I was 14.
Been here ever since. 
I'm 18.
I'm a senior in high school. (2 1/2 months!)
I'm scared of growing up.
I'm Christian.
I like to sing.
I like to shop.
I like to laugh.
I wanna be a youtube sensation. (I just want Justin Bieber to marry me.)
I like who I'm slowly becoming.
I'm excited/scared to see what's coming. 
I want to go to UVU for business, entrepreneurship. 
I want to set up my own clothing stores.
i also want to go to FIDM to study fashion design.
And... eventually put my own clothes into the stores I plan on setting up with my best friend Andres. 




My plan for this year is to be out with the old and in with the new.
Well, dis be me.
Stay tuned. ♥