I'm so done.
Done trying.
Done caring.
Done.
Done.
Done.
I'm not what you say I am.
I've made mistakes. Let me forget about them.
I'm done remembering them.
I'm done living them.
I'm done obsessing over them.
There's nothing I can do to change that.
What's done is done.
I can't go back and erase it.
Trust me if I could I would.
Stop bringing it up.
I can't deal with it.
I only did it because I wasn't happy with myself.
You don't know what's it like to be fat.
Ugly.
Unwanted.
Of course not.
Your perfect.
Beautiful.
Skinny.
My heads' gonna explode.
There's only so much I can keep inside.
Please listen to me.
Please.
I just want to explain.
I'm stressed.
I'm overwhelmed.
I'm frustrated with my own self.
I want to forget.
Start out fresh.
Give me a chance to show you who I really am.
Been there, done that.
ReplyDeleteIt doesn't matter how fat or ugly anyone is, it only matters what they're doing with their lives. There are a lot of skinny girls that hate themselves.
Don't beat yourself up, girl. I've definitely done some bad things because I felt poorly about myself.
But it's okay, anyone can change.
I feel like a sappy mother here, but these words look too similar to the words of my journal in high school.
If you ever need to talk, feel free to send me an email, I understand what you're feeling.
Loves
Gem
gemma_grover@hotmail.com